Ik Leef (I live) by Vict0r

Posted by kabouter on November 22, 1998 at 11:28:57:

In Reply to: I LIVE - ik leef posted by vict0r on November 22, 1998 at 09:47:24:

I live
on the edge
of cheerfulness

I live
fear and pain bite
starched sheets, sterile and cool
everthing white
scared lonely feelings

I live
and yet the question - why?
-me-?
always the question - for how long?
-now-?

I live
imprisoned, bound
to a drip
my destiny
counted out in droplets
that tick like a metronome, a timelock

I live
-no more-
loss of everything, totally drugged
robbed of life
in the next life
maybe I will have
some hair on my head?




Vict0r



translated from the orignal dutch, as requested, by Kabouter - RIP Vict0r